I Hate my mom alot. Dont not trust adults in social problems. Why cant they understand?..

I really angrily hate my stupid mom right now. She's really childish, ignorant and most of all thinks she all right and im always wrong. Instead of motivating me, she demoralize me REALLY badly. To me she is the insane and mad person in my whole life. She is really biased and when i say no to her, she would piss me off soooo much i would feel like im gonna explode..
Sometimes i wish i didnt have a mom like her, i wanted to die or escape from home countless of times but failed becoz either i was too scared or i got punished in the end.

Why are adults like that, they think only about themselves and not about their children s' feelings amd how they feel about it. I seriously hate my parents, my mom especially. She doesn't know how to love us or sacrifice something for us.

From now onwards i will not ask my mom for anything and will seldom even talk to her, most probably it will look like im rude on the outside but those that think like that dunno how much hardship i've gone through, how much pain i endured up to now. I dislike my sister for being mummy's girl. I hate it, even though she knows my mom is in the wrong, she still follows her. WHY!? I hate it! My life's now ruin by my ignorant family.

When i grow up and earn my money i will move out from this house and start my life a new, i NEVER want to be controlled by my parents and neither do i want to be left out and been insulted for. My classmates they sometimes ask me why im so alone, it's because i am alone because of my family and studies and also im crying in the inside, 15 years of pain , hardship and friends disappearing.. WHO would want this? I didn't want this to happen either. Why cant they understand, why are they like this..