Out Of The Frying Pan And Into The Fire

I need to learn some martial arts like Karate or maybe wrestling. I dont like getting bullied or teased. I feel like punching some people today for pissing me off.

SCREW YOU TESTS AND MID YEAR! T.T


At first i thought by going to the express stream it could be better but it just got worst when i KNOW did badly for my tests T.T, major mental break down. I wish i got As but i think in the end i got Cs instead.. I guess i have to burn more oil and to kill more brain cells for 2 years T.T. I felt a sense of regret coming to my class >< If only there's a Armand, Chee Yong, Firhan , Nicole W. or maybe Shi Hao type of person in my class to help me in my idiotic thinking and push me forward =(.
the 5 tests make my brain painful and having a huge mental block that i cant think properly T.T

I cant live like this anymore.. T_T
I have to bite my way through it.
I-hate-myself-for-not-having-enough-confidence as been in my mind for ages T.T

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I know i STILL have to study T____________T