I gave up.

Bleh.

Today no school lessons and dun have chinese exams as i taking CLB. Woke up at 10+, went to school for maths lesson but purely a waste of time as mr liu got "flu" and doesnt want to teach us. how good can he be? walk back with Caitlin and Yanqi to the bus stop, sent Caitlin off and went to the bus stop i suppose to take and went back home...

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-Depressed and Fed-up

Extremely moody now.. Actually going to my grandparent's place to stay but when i was packing my bag so heavy and nobody wanted to help me, not even my maid. I was sweating and feeling hurt trying to find that troublesome big bag and then got very fed-up with my papa cos he going work and i know that he dun even want to sent me there. My maid on the other hand say it so simple as if it's easy but not. Computers have batteries to support their "life", but i dont have anyone who can support me everywhere. It's depressing. My inner-self already gave up on studying, it's either i sink to death or float.

Now seeing my current condition, i will fail, like i never fail before.
I dont feel like going there now and trying to escape reality..
what to do now.., please tell me what to do
i hate being like this all the time
you just dont understand at all, cos you have a good life
and im envyous of you